Well, was quite a busy day today. Before I could reach the office, my phone just kept ringing none stop. So, without buying my 1st coffee of the day(which I do without fail every working day), went straight up to escort the contractors into the Rock.
The auditorium is now in a big mess. I have cable guys laying cables all over the shop, climbing false ceilings and contractors tearing down sapphire room and office doing renovation. Not forgetting the guys covering the whole entire stage area with plastic coverings. They have since sand down the stage. It looks very bare now! As for me, I went around changing the exit lights.
Sms-ed her if she was going down to the orchard celebration and see if we could have supper after that. She replied she wasn't in a good mood today. Wondered what happened. Wanted so much to share her unhappiness but just couldn't. Felt kinda useless.
Right after I've reached the place, I was asked to help out with the distribution of mics together with Melvyn. I happily did so. Had quite a happy time there until the end of the performance. She was there for teardown. She looked very tired out. Thought I would straight away sent her home and skip the supper. Waited till everyone was gone and still did not see her. Thought she might have gone off already. So, I caught a cab and went home.
Received her sms-es when I reached home. She had in fact went straight home. Well, am happy, at least she's home and resting.
Am now planning for tomorrow. Should I go to Alexandra Industrial Park to collect the headphones 1st or go to Holland V 1st, before proceeding to Orchard celebration? Oh yes, not forgetting Novena Square and Funan Centre. Argh....nevermind! I'll decide tomorrow then!
At last, am back to this page after 8 months of dissapearance! Am happy to be back! Just bought my wireless router and got it fixed up a while ago!
Got back from doing event at the Rock! Am actually very tired but I just gotta get certain things done up! Have been backlogging lots of stuff!
Still pondering about what happened on Sunday after 4th service. Had actually asked her earlier on to wait for me after 4th service so I could meet her. Was all ready to confess to her but when I met up with her, I just couldn't get those words out of my mouth! felt like a jerk who had no guts. After that, I kept blaming it on my tiredness which is just a convenient excuse to myself so as to make myself felt better. But IT DOESN'T!!! Oh Lord, I pray that another chance be given to me to confess my affection for her and Lord, give me courage and strength too and of coz at the right palce and right time! In Jesus name, Lord, Amen!